One Well Till Christmas



Can’t believe Christmas is almost here! Jeremy is getting excited. I have been doing pretty good. Went to my mom’s staff christmas party on Friday and that was a lot of fun. I was really excited because I didn’t have any panic attacks on the way there or back!! I have had something called panic disorder for the past ten years. For the most part it doesn’t affect my daily life, except when it comes to travelling. Now it looks like I can travel again! Thats so cool.This past week I watched One Tree Hill for the first time! It is such an awesome show. Chad Michael Murray is sooo hot (yet another guy younger than me hehe). I have been downloading the episodes from LimeWire. So far I have watched all of Season 1 and I have started Season 2.

Jeremy and I are getting along a lot better. We have usually been close, but now even more so. I am just making a really big effort to pay more attention to him and really listen to him. I admit that I sometimes tune him out when I get on my computer, so I have cut down on my computer time. And I am starting to get closer to my niece and nephew too! And of course my big sister!!

Well I am going to go get Jeremy ready to go to the foster home. I think that starting in January he will not be going there so much. I don’t like him being gone so much and I really miss him. Plus he is happy going to my mom’s too. My old social worker wanted me to keep the respite even though he still went to my mom’s. But now I think it’s time to move on. The new social worker is a cow. LOL. Really snotty. Actually when she was here she made a few remarks about that my apartment was messy. It irritated me but I didn’t say anything. Before I always felt a need to explain myself, even when I hadn’t done anything. So I guess that was a good change for me.